Jul 10, 2009 ' 11:30 PM Y
Sometimes I really wish that things would be much simpler, I really do!
Ugrh!!!!
I really cannot understand why is it that the world I live in has to be so complicated. Why can't things be simpler? I'm all confused and lost, and by the time I figure things out, I'm all bashed up, wounded and bleeding to death.
A simple thing could get me smiling all day, and every time I think of the other side of it, I feel like crying.
I haven't been able to concentrate at work the whole day today. The corner of my lips kept lifting itself as I tried to work, and as I tried to stop my brain from wondering off into "Ga-Ga Land". But nothing I try to distract myself with seems to work.
Ten mins ago, I was the happiest human on earth. Ten mins later, I could cry a whole entire river. Its so weird, the feelings that has been wondering in and out of me. The crossing over from being happy one moment, to being sad the next.
With so much mixed emotions all at the same time, I ended up skipping lunch. Guess all the mixed feelings had already been fed to my tummy. But the frustration of all the feelings being there started to take its toll on me. I became fidgeting, short concentration spend, grumpy, and I ended up junk fooding.
Drowning myself with nacho chips and soya milk. Weird combination, I know. But its still better than all the feelings inside of me.
Till now, I still have no idea how to calm myself down. It seems to be getting worst. I think I really need to talk to someone already!
Urgh!!!!!!!
Clazziquai Project - Wizard of OZ
"Boy in love, looking for a girl in a wonder world.
Girl is lost in her dancing shoes, at the end of the road."
