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Jul 15, 2009 ' 11:22 PM Y

Never let your heart over-rule your brains!

How could I ever be so stupid? How could I forget over and over again, failing to think straight with my brains instead of my heart?

Thoughts rushed into my mind while I read the reply email from a precious friend, I laughed at myself. It was all so simple in the first place, wasn't it? We had already gone through the same topic one too many times, and yet I failed to remember and learn from my lesson. I have always been thinking with my heart instead of my brains, which often gets me into trouble.

Just how stupid and senile can I get?

I felt so bad as I read her reply to me, I felt bad for making her repeat herself again. Her words made it looked as if she was sitting next to me, talking about the things we had already gone through before she left for aussie. She has always been so straight forward and honest, and she's the only one I go to when I meet up with problems. Seeing her words to me, I made up my mind. I'm gonna start using my brains to think again, and I'm gonna keep reminding myself.

She has always been there for me, physically or emotionally. I really miss her.

Gal, I really do miss you so much! I miss your hugs(: Love you!

2NE1 - I Don't Care

Hey Playboy, it's about time!
And your time's up!
I had to do this one for my girls, you know?
Sometimes you gotta act like you don't care
That's the only way, you boys learn

I can't ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar
Eveyday, your phone's always off
It doesn't seem like your're going to change. Oh...Oh...

All those girlfriends you call "friends"
Don't think of me in the same way as them,
I won't let it by
From now on, do as you want!
I'm going to stop caring!
For some time I really loved you but oh...

Sometimes you'd get drunk, and call me
now it's 5:30a.m.
Again you say another girl's name
No...No...

I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing
Wherever you are,
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way.
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
Cause I don't care~(x4)
Boy, I don't care!

Stealing glances at other girl's legs,
You are so so hopeless
Everyday you take off your couple ring,
and secretly go on a blind date.
I don't think that I'll be able to take it anymore oh~

My friends all say that you're not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but,
I'd rather keep it simple, I'm too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh...oh...

Today you said you were busy, I tried calling you but,
As expected, in the background I hear a girl's laugh
oh...no...

I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing
Wherever you are,
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way.
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
Cause I don't care~(x4)
Boy, I don't care!

Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy,
I regret every time I think about you, when my heart was too easy,
huh boy?
I'm too good to throw away and too boring to have
You should've treated me better when we were together,
why are you clinging to me now?

You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times,
From today on, I'll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I'll laugh at you.
Loser who's inside a game called love,
Get on your knees and take me back.
If not, get out of my sight right now!

I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing
Wherever you are,
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way.
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
(You know I don't care) Care~~
I don't care~
No, I just don't care~
I don't care~
Boy, I don't care~